its the name of our camp when i first entered dq. it means, the Key to Love , Kunci Kasih Sayang, u name it.
i wont be telling the historic events tat happened there, nor should i recall it often in my head. most of them could give me nigthmares. but what im here to talk about is what the seniors taught me during the programme.
from zero, i entered dq, they taught me how to crawl, they taught me how i could try n strengthen my legs to pull me up so i cld stand up, they taught me then how i cld direct my legs to move forward step by step and finally walk. and aftr that, i noticed tat from walking i cld actually run if i try n turn on the speed. and along the way, i was taught that i cld stop, and pause while running if i feel tired.
they taught me that, (well no, actually my parents taught me how to walk when i was little)
and i realized, in life there can be various methods in order to teach someone valuable lessons. its what we call Tarbiyah (didikan). and the important key for tarbiyah is our niat (intention). k.Azizah always reminded us bila kena marah tu "tasbih dekat tangan tu, jangan buat gelang..rantai..zikir pada Allah. ikhlaskan dan betulkan niat terima tarbiyah ni. zikir tu lembutkan hati..", so people out there, jom kita refresh balik.. whoever once got scolded by ur parents, or teachers, or sometimes u think tat ur parents wont allow u to do something and u think its unfair, remember tat every time u feel down, or bad, ikhlaskan balik niat kita untuk hidup. tats the most important thing. think of it as tarbiyah in our life. because tarbiyah itu mesti, bukan mahu. any form of tarbiyah is a must, its not whether we want it or not. (tats wat k.zianah said). and Rasulullah told us, tarbiyah itu berterusan sehingga kita mati...
post ini seakan akan bercakap dengan diri sendiri. macam ayat penyedap hati nak bg tahu dekat tuan empunya diri: wanie, sila ikhlaskan niat utk hidup, dan redha menerima apa yang akan berlaku selepas ini. wanie, Allah dah pilih jalan ini utk awak. awak akan terlepas masa bersama ibu bapa di rumah, ye awak akan terlepas pergi shopping dengan kwn dkt mall, awak akan terlepas pergi sekolah n ajar budak2 debate, awak akan terlepas jumpa cikgu2 dan borak seharian di bilik cg zubidah, tapi Janji Allah Pasti Berlaku. itu saya pegang. wanie, sila jadi budak baik ye di dq. tak ada orang nak tengok tengokkan awak dekat sana. jangan jadi gedik di sana, dan jangan buat masalah di sana. hehe.
i dnt noe whether i have found my mafatihul mahabbah yet in DQ or not..but what i noe, is i will keep on searching and searching, until i found wat ive been looking for all this while (ape benda tu, wanie?)
*sorry, post ni mcm kekelingan sikit. sekian
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Saturday, December 25, 2010
its a desperately important moment!
*wanie, r u still going to b the same wanie, if not better aftr this..? (u noe 'aftr this' tu refers to what..)
thanks Ulfah, for making may day =) nahh gambar gile2 kita wakt dekat sekolah.
*ok, yang ni paling tak tahan kottt. tergelak2 sampai menangis bfore nak amek gambar ni
thanks for the memories =)
thanks Ulfah, for making may day =) nahh gambar gile2 kita wakt dekat sekolah.
*ok, yang ni paling tak tahan kottt. tergelak2 sampai menangis bfore nak amek gambar ni
thanks for the memories =)
Syariah Class with Azlyn
*post ini adalah dalam dwi bahasa.
Ive been wanting to write this post for a long time. kisah ini ingin saya ceritakan kepada semua yang membaca agar kita semua akan mendapat sesuatu daripada nya mudah-mudahan.
first n foremost, hey Azlyn nama awak is in the title of My post, in My blog! *tak bangge ke..? heee
ok, kisahnya bermula. pada suatu hari yang indah, saya dan Azlyn sedang duduk dengan tenang di dalam kelas, mendengar bait bait percakapan Ustazah Che Ainu yang sedang mengajar Syariah ketika itu. Kami sedang belajar ilmu kalam yang membahaskan tentang fahaman fahaman berbeza yang terdapat dalam agama Islam seperti Jabariah, Qadariah, Khawarij, Mu'tazilah..dll. mempelajarinya membuatkan kami berasa sangat kerdil tentang pengetahuan kami terhadap agama Islam itu sendiri. perasaan itu bertukar menjadi pilu pula apabila terkenangkan zaman modenisasi kini yang langsung tiada melahirkan ulama ulama agung seperti imam syafie, imam malik, dan sebagainya.
*sambil tengah melayan perasaan itu...
Azlyn yang duduk di sebelah saya tiba tiba bertanya :
"kalau ada orang bukan Islam tanya kita mcm ni : mcm mana kitorang nak masuk Islam, sedangkan Islam ni sama saje dengan agama agama lain. berpuak2. ada syiah, wahabi, sunni (ahli sunnah wal jamaah), dll, lepas tu bergaduh gaduh pulak tu. sama je dengan agama kristian ke, yahudi ke, kita nak jawab mcm mana?"
masing masing senyap memikirkan soalan itu. soalan luar syllabus tu. saya terfikir sebentar, kenapalah jakim ni tak ajar murid murid die mcm mana nak jawab killer question mcm tu. ha ha. tapi kemudian, otak masing masing memang ligat berfikir jawapan yang sesuai.
we decided to ask Ustzh Che Ainu about this. but, erm, alas, we didnt quite understand what exactly Ustazah was trying to say. *salah kami lah tu, tak faham2. bukan salah ustzh
so i went back home, and as time goes by i tend to forget the qs tat i was supposed to find out the answer. until one day.....around waktu2 spm mcm tu. i finally got the chance to ask my ustaz...
his elaboration was more accurate, but i hope i didnt misinterpret his words. i only meant to deliver some knowledge here. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
my ustaz said:
basicly, puak2 yang disoal oleh orang bukan islam tu, terbahagi kepd due. satu bahagian ni, ialah perbezaan fahaman berkenaan tentang Fiqh. dan satu lagi pecahan ialah, perbezaan fahaman berkenaan dengan Aqidah.
Kita lihat dari sudut Fiqh dulu, kalau dia tanya mcm mana boleh ada sampai empat mazhab, kita kena tahu di mana asalnya wujud empat mazhab ni. pada zaman selepas khulafa' arrasyidin, umat Islam semakin berpecah belah. masing masing hilang arah tuju, dan masing masing claim merekalah yang betul. even dalam cara melaksanakan ibadah pun, mereka bertelagah. ada yang kata solat kena baca Alfatihah kuat2, kalau tak kuat je, kamu ni sesat...dan sebagainya. jadi, para ulama' fuqaha' ni sebenarnya tidak ingin membiarkan umat Islam ni terus berpecah belah dan bergaduh tak tentu pasal hanya kerana perbezaan fahaman ini. jadi, mereka pun berijtihadlah mengikut pandangan mereka dan akhirnya terbentuklah satu mazhab. tapi pembentukan mazhab ni, bukan ijtihad main pakai sedap je. mestilah berdasarkan dalil dalil syara' yang teguh. sama ada dalil tafsili, qad'ie, zhannie, wadh'ie, ..menggunakan kaedah qias, hukum2 dari alquran dan assunnah, hinggalah ke dalil2 yang tidak disepakati seperti, istihsan, masalihul mursalah, syar'u min qablana..dll. jadi, konklusi di sini, setiap mazhab ni, adalah sebagai rukhsah (keringanan) kepada umat Islam untuk menyelesaikan masalah perpecahan umat Islam ketika itu. dan diyakini bahawa mazhab2 tersebut tidak sesat, kerana setiap hukum/fatwa yang dikeluarkan adalah berdasarkan kaedah kaedah yang disebutkan di atas. 4 mazhab ni bukan perpecahan, tetapi rukhsah. dan tiada perbalahan dari segi Aqidah...
kita lihat pula dari sudut perbezaan fahaman dari segi Aqidah, yang hasil daripadanya terbentuklah puak puak dan fahaman seperti Syiah, Khawarij, Wahabi, Sunni, ...dan banyaaakk lagi (Ayah pin pun masuk skali lahh), puak puak inilah sebenarnye yang menjadi masalah besar umat islam zaman sekarang ini. kerana secara amnya, pandangan Aqidah kita yang berbeza. kalau orang kafir tu tanya macam tu, kita keluarkan dulu hadith nabi:Diriwayatkan daripada Abu Hurairah ra katanya. Rasulullah saw telah bersabda: Maksudnya:- Telah berpecah umat Yahudi kepada 71 puak dan umat Nasarani seperti itu juga. Dan nanti umatku akan berpecah kepada 73 puak atau firqah. dan Rasulullah juga berpesan, di dalam umat Islam yang berpuak-puak itu, hanya satu golongan yang akan memasuki syurga. jadi, kita sendiri telah dikhabarkan oleh Rasulullah akan terjadinya perkara sedemikian maka tidak ada perkara janggalnya dengan keadaan umat Islam pada zman sekarang. kerana itu adalah tanda akhir zaman dan semakin dekatnya kita dengan hari akhirat. jika orang bukan islam itu bertanya lagi : habis tu, kita dah tahu banyak2 puak, mana satu nak ikut. kan bercelaru tu?
maka jawablah; ikutilah agama islam yang sebenar, seperti yang disampaikan oleh Rasulullah: Aku tinggalkan kamu dua perkara, yakni jika kamu mengikutinya nescaya kamu tidak akan sesat selama-lamanya, Alquran dan Assunnah. kita bandingkan perbezaan aqidah ini seperti orang yang melakukan zina. if a muslim commits adultery (zina), the society doesnt have the right to blame and say: hmpphh teruk betul Islam ni becuz Islam never taught us to commit zina. whereas wat should be punished is the person doing it, because tat person alone commits zina and ignores the rightful teachings in Islam. so if we say : teruk betul Islam ni, banyak puak-puak, lepas tu bergaduh pulak tu, then its not right. because Islam never taught us tat, its the people who claim themseleves as muslim who misinterpret the teaching in Islam and thus create the misconception to themselves. so say to tat person asking: kalau nak masuk Islam, pegang kepada janji Allah di dalam Alquran yakni : innaddina 'indallahil islam (sesungguhnya agama di sisi Tuhanmu yakni Allah hanyalah Islam) which proves everything tat Islam is the rightful way of life . and the next step is to have faith n keep believing and holding to the teachings in the Quran and Sunnah. and insya-Allah, u will always find the right path.
but one thing we need to clarify, is tat kalau syiah and sunni tu, memang definitely perbezaan Aqidah. ustaz saya bagitahu, dalam syiah sendiri terdapat 12 mazhab. dan mazhab yang almost close to sunni is called mazhab al-imamiah. kita berbeza aqidah kerana Actions are derived from Iman, and iman comes from faith, and our faith is Aqidah (what we believe in). As an example, ada sesetengah puak syiah tu, siap dapat pahala lagi kalau kutuk2 Abu Bakar dan Umar, sedangkan Rasulullah menyatakan : sahabat2ku adalah seperti bintang bintang di langit. mereka adalah benar dan tidak boleh menentang mereka. dan dalam suatu lagi hadith sprt yang disebutkan di atas, pegangan utama kita adalah Alquran dan Assunnah. maka sesiapa yang menentang hadith nabi.....(i dnt really noe wat to call it. korang faham2lah sendiri ye). jadi, perbezaan dr segi Aqidah is proven ehh?
*pesanan penaja:
based on this one question asked by my dearest friend, Azlyn, i came to realize a lot of things. kita ni umat akhir zaman, n i have to admit tat we dont noe A LOT OF THINGS ABOUT ISLAM. pelajar yang dari sekolah agama sendiri banyak tidak mengerti tentang apa itu Islam dan betapa cantiknya agama kita ini. if we want to do dakwah, and become a da'ie, when asked a question we cant simply answer with our logics. the most important things is, refer balik dekat dalil2 naqli (Quran dan Sunnah), kerana itulah sebenarnya basic to wat we believe in all along. wahai budak2 sekolah agama (termasuk saya sendiri), berapa banyak hadith kita dah hafal nak dijadikan hujjah kalau kita ditanya dan diserang dengan soalan2 macm ni oleh kafir harbi? berapa juz kita dah hafal Quran utk meneguhkan kepercayaan kita sendiri? lets pause for a while, n reflect ourselves back shall we? so, rakan2 yang sebaya dengan saya..kalau tak tahu nak buat apa sementara nak tunggu result spm, ayuh! spread ur wings and learn something beneficial for Islam. prepare urself for the next dimension of world tat we will soon land (zaman uni dan kedewasaan). and show to this world, tat Islam adalah agama yang syumul, dan hanya Islam..kekal sebagai agama di sisi Allah Azza wajalla.
p/s: thanks for asking this qs Azlyn. hope it helps u to find the answer u want, as much as i have found mine. =)
Ive been wanting to write this post for a long time. kisah ini ingin saya ceritakan kepada semua yang membaca agar kita semua akan mendapat sesuatu daripada nya mudah-mudahan.
first n foremost, hey Azlyn nama awak is in the title of My post, in My blog! *tak bangge ke..? heee
ok, kisahnya bermula. pada suatu hari yang indah, saya dan Azlyn sedang duduk dengan tenang di dalam kelas, mendengar bait bait percakapan Ustazah Che Ainu yang sedang mengajar Syariah ketika itu. Kami sedang belajar ilmu kalam yang membahaskan tentang fahaman fahaman berbeza yang terdapat dalam agama Islam seperti Jabariah, Qadariah, Khawarij, Mu'tazilah..dll. mempelajarinya membuatkan kami berasa sangat kerdil tentang pengetahuan kami terhadap agama Islam itu sendiri. perasaan itu bertukar menjadi pilu pula apabila terkenangkan zaman modenisasi kini yang langsung tiada melahirkan ulama ulama agung seperti imam syafie, imam malik, dan sebagainya.
*sambil tengah melayan perasaan itu...
Azlyn yang duduk di sebelah saya tiba tiba bertanya :
"kalau ada orang bukan Islam tanya kita mcm ni : mcm mana kitorang nak masuk Islam, sedangkan Islam ni sama saje dengan agama agama lain. berpuak2. ada syiah, wahabi, sunni (ahli sunnah wal jamaah), dll, lepas tu bergaduh gaduh pulak tu. sama je dengan agama kristian ke, yahudi ke, kita nak jawab mcm mana?"
masing masing senyap memikirkan soalan itu. soalan luar syllabus tu. saya terfikir sebentar, kenapalah jakim ni tak ajar murid murid die mcm mana nak jawab killer question mcm tu. ha ha. tapi kemudian, otak masing masing memang ligat berfikir jawapan yang sesuai.
we decided to ask Ustzh Che Ainu about this. but, erm, alas, we didnt quite understand what exactly Ustazah was trying to say. *salah kami lah tu, tak faham2. bukan salah ustzh
so i went back home, and as time goes by i tend to forget the qs tat i was supposed to find out the answer. until one day.....around waktu2 spm mcm tu. i finally got the chance to ask my ustaz...
his elaboration was more accurate, but i hope i didnt misinterpret his words. i only meant to deliver some knowledge here. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
my ustaz said:
basicly, puak2 yang disoal oleh orang bukan islam tu, terbahagi kepd due. satu bahagian ni, ialah perbezaan fahaman berkenaan tentang Fiqh. dan satu lagi pecahan ialah, perbezaan fahaman berkenaan dengan Aqidah.
Kita lihat dari sudut Fiqh dulu, kalau dia tanya mcm mana boleh ada sampai empat mazhab, kita kena tahu di mana asalnya wujud empat mazhab ni. pada zaman selepas khulafa' arrasyidin, umat Islam semakin berpecah belah. masing masing hilang arah tuju, dan masing masing claim merekalah yang betul. even dalam cara melaksanakan ibadah pun, mereka bertelagah. ada yang kata solat kena baca Alfatihah kuat2, kalau tak kuat je, kamu ni sesat...dan sebagainya. jadi, para ulama' fuqaha' ni sebenarnya tidak ingin membiarkan umat Islam ni terus berpecah belah dan bergaduh tak tentu pasal hanya kerana perbezaan fahaman ini. jadi, mereka pun berijtihadlah mengikut pandangan mereka dan akhirnya terbentuklah satu mazhab. tapi pembentukan mazhab ni, bukan ijtihad main pakai sedap je. mestilah berdasarkan dalil dalil syara' yang teguh. sama ada dalil tafsili, qad'ie, zhannie, wadh'ie, ..menggunakan kaedah qias, hukum2 dari alquran dan assunnah, hinggalah ke dalil2 yang tidak disepakati seperti, istihsan, masalihul mursalah, syar'u min qablana..dll. jadi, konklusi di sini, setiap mazhab ni, adalah sebagai rukhsah (keringanan) kepada umat Islam untuk menyelesaikan masalah perpecahan umat Islam ketika itu. dan diyakini bahawa mazhab2 tersebut tidak sesat, kerana setiap hukum/fatwa yang dikeluarkan adalah berdasarkan kaedah kaedah yang disebutkan di atas. 4 mazhab ni bukan perpecahan, tetapi rukhsah. dan tiada perbalahan dari segi Aqidah...
kita lihat pula dari sudut perbezaan fahaman dari segi Aqidah, yang hasil daripadanya terbentuklah puak puak dan fahaman seperti Syiah, Khawarij, Wahabi, Sunni, ...dan banyaaakk lagi (Ayah pin pun masuk skali lahh), puak puak inilah sebenarnye yang menjadi masalah besar umat islam zaman sekarang ini. kerana secara amnya, pandangan Aqidah kita yang berbeza. kalau orang kafir tu tanya macam tu, kita keluarkan dulu hadith nabi:Diriwayatkan daripada Abu Hurairah ra katanya. Rasulullah saw telah bersabda: Maksudnya:- Telah berpecah umat Yahudi kepada 71 puak dan umat Nasarani seperti itu juga. Dan nanti umatku akan berpecah kepada 73 puak atau firqah. dan Rasulullah juga berpesan, di dalam umat Islam yang berpuak-puak itu, hanya satu golongan yang akan memasuki syurga. jadi, kita sendiri telah dikhabarkan oleh Rasulullah akan terjadinya perkara sedemikian maka tidak ada perkara janggalnya dengan keadaan umat Islam pada zman sekarang. kerana itu adalah tanda akhir zaman dan semakin dekatnya kita dengan hari akhirat. jika orang bukan islam itu bertanya lagi : habis tu, kita dah tahu banyak2 puak, mana satu nak ikut. kan bercelaru tu?
maka jawablah; ikutilah agama islam yang sebenar, seperti yang disampaikan oleh Rasulullah: Aku tinggalkan kamu dua perkara, yakni jika kamu mengikutinya nescaya kamu tidak akan sesat selama-lamanya, Alquran dan Assunnah. kita bandingkan perbezaan aqidah ini seperti orang yang melakukan zina. if a muslim commits adultery (zina), the society doesnt have the right to blame and say: hmpphh teruk betul Islam ni becuz Islam never taught us to commit zina. whereas wat should be punished is the person doing it, because tat person alone commits zina and ignores the rightful teachings in Islam. so if we say : teruk betul Islam ni, banyak puak-puak, lepas tu bergaduh pulak tu, then its not right. because Islam never taught us tat, its the people who claim themseleves as muslim who misinterpret the teaching in Islam and thus create the misconception to themselves. so say to tat person asking: kalau nak masuk Islam, pegang kepada janji Allah di dalam Alquran yakni : innaddina 'indallahil islam (sesungguhnya agama di sisi Tuhanmu yakni Allah hanyalah Islam) which proves everything tat Islam is the rightful way of life . and the next step is to have faith n keep believing and holding to the teachings in the Quran and Sunnah. and insya-Allah, u will always find the right path.
but one thing we need to clarify, is tat kalau syiah and sunni tu, memang definitely perbezaan Aqidah. ustaz saya bagitahu, dalam syiah sendiri terdapat 12 mazhab. dan mazhab yang almost close to sunni is called mazhab al-imamiah. kita berbeza aqidah kerana Actions are derived from Iman, and iman comes from faith, and our faith is Aqidah (what we believe in). As an example, ada sesetengah puak syiah tu, siap dapat pahala lagi kalau kutuk2 Abu Bakar dan Umar, sedangkan Rasulullah menyatakan : sahabat2ku adalah seperti bintang bintang di langit. mereka adalah benar dan tidak boleh menentang mereka. dan dalam suatu lagi hadith sprt yang disebutkan di atas, pegangan utama kita adalah Alquran dan Assunnah. maka sesiapa yang menentang hadith nabi.....(i dnt really noe wat to call it. korang faham2lah sendiri ye). jadi, perbezaan dr segi Aqidah is proven ehh?
*pesanan penaja:
based on this one question asked by my dearest friend, Azlyn, i came to realize a lot of things. kita ni umat akhir zaman, n i have to admit tat we dont noe A LOT OF THINGS ABOUT ISLAM. pelajar yang dari sekolah agama sendiri banyak tidak mengerti tentang apa itu Islam dan betapa cantiknya agama kita ini. if we want to do dakwah, and become a da'ie, when asked a question we cant simply answer with our logics. the most important things is, refer balik dekat dalil2 naqli (Quran dan Sunnah), kerana itulah sebenarnya basic to wat we believe in all along. wahai budak2 sekolah agama (termasuk saya sendiri), berapa banyak hadith kita dah hafal nak dijadikan hujjah kalau kita ditanya dan diserang dengan soalan2 macm ni oleh kafir harbi? berapa juz kita dah hafal Quran utk meneguhkan kepercayaan kita sendiri? lets pause for a while, n reflect ourselves back shall we? so, rakan2 yang sebaya dengan saya..kalau tak tahu nak buat apa sementara nak tunggu result spm, ayuh! spread ur wings and learn something beneficial for Islam. prepare urself for the next dimension of world tat we will soon land (zaman uni dan kedewasaan). and show to this world, tat Islam adalah agama yang syumul, dan hanya Islam..kekal sebagai agama di sisi Allah Azza wajalla.
p/s: thanks for asking this qs Azlyn. hope it helps u to find the answer u want, as much as i have found mine. =)
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Astaghfirullah
* sila jangan menyemakkan otak saya.
when im realy alrdy tired n mad, i really am.
sekian.
when im realy alrdy tired n mad, i really am.
sekian.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
a boy
i feel the urge to tell a story about this boy, a boy whom i met only once in my life. But left me speechless with thoughts for a while.
Yesterday, aftr going to az-zahrah hospital area for a while we went to the other row of shops there bcuz my mom had to do some asking at the workshop near ariani (its the name of a shop which sells hijab). We decided to wait my mom while taking a look at those hijab (window shopping je i guess). As we walked to the shop i saw a kid (almost my age by the looks), a boy in specific near the front door of some bank, standing while holding litle boxes of raisins (kismis doa). Well the reaction was, ths boy wld stop us n ask us to buy some raisins for some charity in somewhat place. But surprisingly, he did not even once stop us bt just stand there showing the raisins for ppl who only want to buy them for real. I was shocked tat in fact, he even step aside a bit to make room for us to walk down the path. I catched a glimpse of him, he was wearing a songkok, a dark shirt wth no papers or advertisement in hand to promote some charity. N i wonder, wat was this kid doing here??
Eventually, while going back i stopped us n went to tat kid to buy some raisins, mayb becuz we dnt hv any left in the house. Or simply becuz i felt like helping tat boy....n i prayed, oh Allah. Please bless this boy in life.
Nowadays, we see a lot of ppl asking for money for some charity or simply becuz they want to eat. I once went to klcc n a guy came to us and asked for rm5 for food, n when we say no he followed us until we entered a shop for safety. (lol, i need a muraqib for tat). But these cases made us think tat some were only frauds, n when we do give them money for instance they ask for more. N some even got violent n intended to snatch our purse (it realy happened, trust me). Then other cases, a guy wth a songkok came to our house to ask for money n when we ignored him, he started mouthing cuss words like 'bodoh betul orang orang kaya je. Alahhh mintak sikit je lah kedekut! Bangang!' this is ludicrous in fact, rasulullah told us tat he never liked ppl who asks for thing (meminta-minta), kecuali setelah berusaha. Come one ppl, there must at least something tat u cld do like tat boy rather than asking for money simply like tat.. The arab adage goes, man jadda wa jada. Mayb u ll say tat i dont noe how it feels to be in their shoes, well dnt u wana get out from ur shoes as well?
Upon seeing tat boy, i gave myself a thought. My sister once said, 'kita bukan tak nak bagi sedekah bila orang dtg dkt rumah or something, bt we dnt noe the source. Kalau nak beramal, salurkan dkt tempat yg betul..' little boy, u gave me a gud lesson today. Tat when we hv money, we shld b looking at ppl who needed more money. When we are high above, we shld b looking at those who are lower than us. When we want tobuy unnecessary things like a rm1000 jubah for instance, we shld b thinking twice. Becuz we are one ummah (bukan 1 malaysia ye), n its our duty to help out each other, either in terms of tarbiah, or money, or moral support, or even in education.
Thank u to ths boy..
Yesterday, aftr going to az-zahrah hospital area for a while we went to the other row of shops there bcuz my mom had to do some asking at the workshop near ariani (its the name of a shop which sells hijab). We decided to wait my mom while taking a look at those hijab (window shopping je i guess). As we walked to the shop i saw a kid (almost my age by the looks), a boy in specific near the front door of some bank, standing while holding litle boxes of raisins (kismis doa). Well the reaction was, ths boy wld stop us n ask us to buy some raisins for some charity in somewhat place. But surprisingly, he did not even once stop us bt just stand there showing the raisins for ppl who only want to buy them for real. I was shocked tat in fact, he even step aside a bit to make room for us to walk down the path. I catched a glimpse of him, he was wearing a songkok, a dark shirt wth no papers or advertisement in hand to promote some charity. N i wonder, wat was this kid doing here??
Eventually, while going back i stopped us n went to tat kid to buy some raisins, mayb becuz we dnt hv any left in the house. Or simply becuz i felt like helping tat boy....n i prayed, oh Allah. Please bless this boy in life.
Nowadays, we see a lot of ppl asking for money for some charity or simply becuz they want to eat. I once went to klcc n a guy came to us and asked for rm5 for food, n when we say no he followed us until we entered a shop for safety. (lol, i need a muraqib for tat). But these cases made us think tat some were only frauds, n when we do give them money for instance they ask for more. N some even got violent n intended to snatch our purse (it realy happened, trust me). Then other cases, a guy wth a songkok came to our house to ask for money n when we ignored him, he started mouthing cuss words like 'bodoh betul orang orang kaya je. Alahhh mintak sikit je lah kedekut! Bangang!' this is ludicrous in fact, rasulullah told us tat he never liked ppl who asks for thing (meminta-minta), kecuali setelah berusaha. Come one ppl, there must at least something tat u cld do like tat boy rather than asking for money simply like tat.. The arab adage goes, man jadda wa jada. Mayb u ll say tat i dont noe how it feels to be in their shoes, well dnt u wana get out from ur shoes as well?
Upon seeing tat boy, i gave myself a thought. My sister once said, 'kita bukan tak nak bagi sedekah bila orang dtg dkt rumah or something, bt we dnt noe the source. Kalau nak beramal, salurkan dkt tempat yg betul..' little boy, u gave me a gud lesson today. Tat when we hv money, we shld b looking at ppl who needed more money. When we are high above, we shld b looking at those who are lower than us. When we want tobuy unnecessary things like a rm1000 jubah for instance, we shld b thinking twice. Becuz we are one ummah (bukan 1 malaysia ye), n its our duty to help out each other, either in terms of tarbiah, or money, or moral support, or even in education.
Thank u to ths boy..
Saturday, December 4, 2010
sick*
salam sejahtera.
First of all, rase mcm tah pa pe je tulis bende ni skrg. Tp nak buat mcm mana. Rase nye if i talk to my mom, she ll panick. If i talk to my sisters, they ll not b bothered tat much. If i talk to my friends, wld they understand..?
Aaaaaaah, saya sangat takut dan rasa sgt tak suka dgn spm ni. (this statement wont give me a ticket to get caught up by the police rite?). Next week chemstry n bio, boleh pulak g main2 bukak tv star world tgk 'got to dance' (astaghfirullah... Bt i adore diversity n matthew koon). Dan lepas tu boleh lepak2 dgn kakak, sbb sebenarnye takut nak hadapi perasaan gementar bile study. Bile duduk menelaah dlm bilik sorang2, bile sy menenung buku, buku menenung saya..hanya kau dan aku *yaiks!. Sy takut! (admit it wani, ur just afraid to be alone) *wah,sungguh banyak monolog dalaman dlm post kali ini.
Aaaaaah.im going insane!
Jawab spm mcm main2 jwb upsr, betul ke? Hampeehhh. Kata nak buat yang terbaik,nak berjaya. Tp bile tgk soalan rasa mcm nak muntahkan balik nasi goreng yang br makan pagi td sblm nak msk exam. Wat am i doing?!
Physics, u realy realy broke my heart more than u noe. Tat was the one science subject which the tc had full faith on me. Teringt tc mai ckp 'insyaAllah wani boleh, budak pandai, dpt A ++ lg.'
now.....nasi dah jadi debu....
Ive been sick these days, diarrohea, hot fever, slimy cold-mucus, headache, hidung tersumbat tak boleh nafas, gastrik, u name it. I noe Allah noes best.. Tapi, deep inside it hurts much more. Much much more. Wat am i surrounded by? (immitating hodgins in bones) : disapointment, dispair, sadness, dirt.. *dirt tu takde kena mengena.
Ya Allah. Saya berserah padaMu jua. Ni'mal maula wa ni'man nasiir.
*dah2, kena stdy dah balik!
First of all, rase mcm tah pa pe je tulis bende ni skrg. Tp nak buat mcm mana. Rase nye if i talk to my mom, she ll panick. If i talk to my sisters, they ll not b bothered tat much. If i talk to my friends, wld they understand..?
Aaaaaaah, saya sangat takut dan rasa sgt tak suka dgn spm ni. (this statement wont give me a ticket to get caught up by the police rite?). Next week chemstry n bio, boleh pulak g main2 bukak tv star world tgk 'got to dance' (astaghfirullah... Bt i adore diversity n matthew koon). Dan lepas tu boleh lepak2 dgn kakak, sbb sebenarnye takut nak hadapi perasaan gementar bile study. Bile duduk menelaah dlm bilik sorang2, bile sy menenung buku, buku menenung saya..hanya kau dan aku *yaiks!. Sy takut! (admit it wani, ur just afraid to be alone) *wah,sungguh banyak monolog dalaman dlm post kali ini.
Aaaaaah.im going insane!
Jawab spm mcm main2 jwb upsr, betul ke? Hampeehhh. Kata nak buat yang terbaik,nak berjaya. Tp bile tgk soalan rasa mcm nak muntahkan balik nasi goreng yang br makan pagi td sblm nak msk exam. Wat am i doing?!
Physics, u realy realy broke my heart more than u noe. Tat was the one science subject which the tc had full faith on me. Teringt tc mai ckp 'insyaAllah wani boleh, budak pandai, dpt A ++ lg.'
now.....nasi dah jadi debu....
Ive been sick these days, diarrohea, hot fever, slimy cold-mucus, headache, hidung tersumbat tak boleh nafas, gastrik, u name it. I noe Allah noes best.. Tapi, deep inside it hurts much more. Much much more. Wat am i surrounded by? (immitating hodgins in bones) : disapointment, dispair, sadness, dirt.. *dirt tu takde kena mengena.
Ya Allah. Saya berserah padaMu jua. Ni'mal maula wa ni'man nasiir.
*dah2, kena stdy dah balik!
Monday, November 29, 2010
admaths fever
*tomorrow will b spm admaths paper 1 and 2.....
Wat im feeling right now, is it fever, cold chill, butterflies in the stomach? Semua ada kot. Mak, td syariah paper agak lah merepek2. Saya rasa nak jerit je dkt dewan tu. Ni esok pulak ada kertas yang saya sangat alergi pasal marakahnye. Wani, u dnt have bala-benz petaka or addin shah to teach u rightt? Get bck to reality, theres no such ppl.
Wat i always have with me is... Allah.
Ya Allah...
Seriyes otak tak boleh fikir rational dah. Fikir mcm mana tak nak gelabah je esok. Fikir mcm mana tak nak careless. Fikir macm mana nak ingat formula n steps betul2.
Saya pergi dkt buku admaths, saya cakap dengan die. 'dear admaths, saya maafkan segala kesalahan awak pada saya' (sah tak betul ckp dengan benda ghairu aqil). Buku admths seakan akan memahami.
Admaths, lepas ni ape nak terjadi antara kita, biar qadha' mubram yang menetapkannye ye.
Terima kasih admths, tanpa awak hidup saya tahun ni rasa colourful je.
*nota terakhir buat admths. The end.
Bittaufiq wannajah.
Wat im feeling right now, is it fever, cold chill, butterflies in the stomach? Semua ada kot. Mak, td syariah paper agak lah merepek2. Saya rasa nak jerit je dkt dewan tu. Ni esok pulak ada kertas yang saya sangat alergi pasal marakahnye. Wani, u dnt have bala-benz petaka or addin shah to teach u rightt? Get bck to reality, theres no such ppl.
Wat i always have with me is... Allah.
Ya Allah...
Seriyes otak tak boleh fikir rational dah. Fikir mcm mana tak nak gelabah je esok. Fikir mcm mana tak nak careless. Fikir macm mana nak ingat formula n steps betul2.
Saya pergi dkt buku admaths, saya cakap dengan die. 'dear admaths, saya maafkan segala kesalahan awak pada saya' (sah tak betul ckp dengan benda ghairu aqil). Buku admths seakan akan memahami.
Admaths, lepas ni ape nak terjadi antara kita, biar qadha' mubram yang menetapkannye ye.
Terima kasih admths, tanpa awak hidup saya tahun ni rasa colourful je.
*nota terakhir buat admths. The end.
Bittaufiq wannajah.
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