Thursday, August 26, 2010

Separuh Masa

Final Match of Ramadhan League : 2nd Half prediction

Salam para penonton sekalian,

Tepat jam 12 malam 16 Ramadhan #1431, bilal meniupkan wisel tanda bermulanya separuh masa kedua perlawanan akhir, Piala Juara juara Ramadhan di antara Taqwa United dan Nafsu City. Pengkritik dan Penganalisa bola sepak tanah air (ustaz ustaz) telah banyak memberikan pandangan serta komentar yang pedas tentang persembahan longlai pasukan tempatan, Taqwa United dalam separuh masa pertama perlawanan di konti konti masjid berdekatan.

Untuk makluman saudara sekalian,

Taqwa United sedang ketinggalan 3-0 oleh seteru tradisi, Nafsu City. Dua gol daripada penyerang berbisa Nafsu City iaitu Emmanuel Amarah manakala satu lagi gol daripada Carlos Umpat. Strategi 3-4-4 dengan 4 orang striker yang digunakan Nafsu City sukar dikekang barisan pemain muda Taqwa United. Barisan pertahanan team tempatan yang diketuai oleh Zikir Selawat dan pemain kelahiran Narathiwat, Wirid Harian lemas dalam asakan rangkaian serangan emas yang dibarisi Roque Shahwat Cruz, Carlos Umpat, Dengki-Ho dan Emmanuel Amarah (Pemenang Kasut Emas Liga Juara Ramadhan musim lalu dengan 30 gol setiap hari) Penganalisa berpendapat, jurulatih pasukan Taqwa United, Sir Iman DHati perlu melakukan rombakan besar besaran bukan saja dari sudut taktik malahan pemain. pemain pemain veteran yang longlai seperti Pose Kosong dan Tido Selalu perlu diganti dengan pemain muda berbakat seperti Ikhlas Sedekah atau Tadarus Quran demi memantapkan jentera tengah pasukan Taqwa United. Pemain pemain veteran kelihatan tidak bermaya dan gagal mengekang kelincahan Gareth Boros dan Stephen IkutNafsu terutama ketika waktu berbuka dan membeli belah di separuh masa pertama.

Begitu juga dengan rangkaian serangan pasukan United yang diterajui oleh Tahjud-Din dan Munajat Malam perlu dikerah untuk beraksi di segenap kotak sejadah bagi mengucar kacirkan kubu pertahanan lawan yang tidak dikawal ketat oleh Jolelon Lagho dan Kalo TidoLajak. tambahan pula, penyerang berkembar itu perlu mengelakkan diri daripada terus diselumuti kedua dua tembok besar pasukan Nafsu City itu untuk menjaringkan gol gol yang diperlukan.

Namun, penganalisa tempatan begitu optimis bahawa team Taqwa united mampu mengurang defisit tiga gol lawan dalam separuh masa kedua nanti. dengan ketiadaan jurulatih City yang digantung, Iblis dan pembantu jurulatih, Satan, pasukan Taqwa United masih mampu dan berpeluang merangkul kejuaraan kurniaan Ilahi seterusnya meraikan kemenangan di Aildilfitri.

Sewaktu wawancara bersama Sir Iman DHati, anak buahnya bersemangat mengejar bonus dan ganjaran berlipat ganda yang dikurniakan pada 10 minit terakhir permainan. mereka juga berharap tuah Lailatul Qadar menyebelahi mereka untuk mempertahankan kejuaraan yang dimenangi mereka tahun lalu. selain itu, mereka juga berharap agar ibrah Nuzul Quran dapat dijadikan tonik kemenangan dan pembakar semangat buat pasukan muda United mengejar impian mereka menjadi juara.

Oh! Kelihatan penyokong pasukan Nafsu City dan Taqwa United sudah mula memenuhi semula tempat duduk masing masing. penyokong kedua dua pasukan bersorak bersungguh sungguh demi membangkitkan semangat team masing masing. team sorak Nafsu City dengan pakaian menjolok mata dan team sorak Taqwa United dengan pakaian seorang muslim sejati juga telah berkumpul di tepi padang untuk terus menghangatkan bahang perlawanan.

Siapakah yang akan memenangi perlawanan berprestij ini? Layakkah team Taqwa United menerima imbuhan pelepasan api neraka seperti yang dijanjikan Ilahi selepas tamat perlawanan? atau kemenangan akan bertukar tangan kepada pasukan yang berbelanja besar, Nafsu City? Jika kemenangan bertukar tangan maka imbuhan kewangan yang diperolehi akan dijadikan modal oleh Iblis dan Satan untuk terus berbelanja besar pada musim hadapan mengikat pemain pemain terbaik dunia seterusnya menutup peluang pasukan lain mengejar impian akhirat.

Sama sama kita saksikan kesudahan perlawanan akhir ini.

Sekian dari saya, Hisbullah Awang untuk anda yang masih termenung di luar sana.

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Spread the love. I got it from her school. Satu Hamba Allah kept passing a piece of paper to one another in surau. I wrote it down and I think it's never too late to share it with the whole wide world. ;)

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

The Jaafar Tale



Face Veil.

Its funny how I was introduced to it and now as I grow up I grew fond of its power as protectionism.
When I was very small, I was brought up to a clinic to see the family doctor very regularly as they were making sure that I wasnt going to get asthma at that time with that much accumulation of mucus. that was the boring part.

One day, I had to wait longer to see the doctor inside the room. I waited with my mom. I was restless because as far as I could remember, I was always the hyperactive child. My mom allowed me to run around about the clinic, jumping up and down and playing with the square tiles while my mom watched over me. until...I bumped into a lady entering the clinic wearing a black jubah, with a black long hijab (tudung labuh), and a black face veil or as we know, "purdah".

I was terrified to be exact, and I ran like a crazy child shouting " Ma!!! Ada Jaafar dekat clinic!!! ada Jaafar!! No Jaafar! ". I ran as fast as I could towards my mom, who was reading a magazine at that time. she looked at me in full wonder and told me to behave, not until she set her eyes to what I was referring to. you see, when I was little my favourite cartoon would be "Aladdin", that rite after I got back from Taski Abim Aisyah I would sit for long hours in front of the tv repeating the same cartoon. In "Aladdin", one of the villain there would a long and skinny man with long beards who wore a weird serban on top of his head, and when hes up to something bad, he would cover his face with black cloth. since my imagination was quite imaginative and creative, I thought that the lady was Jaafar who just turned alive and was coming to get me. LOL. well, on my side it was funny, but I dont noe about the lady since I was really screaming at her.... *sorry

So, that was the first time I was introduced to Purdah or Burqah.

surprisingly, 17 years later, I even wonder how to be like the lady I once thought to be Jaafar. Even when most people around me doesnt wear Purdah, and some other would call me hypocrites whenever I asked around about how is it to wear a Purdah, but something just urged me to get to know about it a litle bit more. covering ur face with a face veil for women in Islam does not fall wajib, but it is encouraged especially when u r either 1)too beautiful that u could get in between fitnah instantly or 2)u have defects on ur face that u dont wish anyone else to noe or to tease them. well, honestly i dont stand a chance to be in reason 1), and neither do i have defects that I wish to cover. but again, Islam protects beauty and makes women who covers their aurah feel empowered by themselves. covering our aurah from ajnabi is part of the feeling of being protected and being empowered, and yes for those who truly understand the significance of covering their aurah, they also feel special in a way.

and 17 years later from the Jaafar Tale, when we had iftar jamaie with my dads student (Arab) one day, and his wife was all dressed up in black to go to tarawih, I asked : maza ya Faizah? "burqah". kaifa talbasin? (how to wear it?) "hina, taala" (mari sini *she was asking me to come closer*). and she tied it up around me, and for the first time I felt A Lot Safer and Protected. doesnt matter if ppl could only see my eyes, or they cant even see it at all bcuz mata sepet, lol, but whats important is that it felt GREAT.

it goes back to my previous questions, How does it feel to wear a purdah? Do u feel protected? Do u feel safe? if a person asks u to wear it, does it mean that person wants to protect u and that he/she cares for u very much?
Well, i got lots of the answers already kan?.....

+ second phase of Ramadhan, Maghfirah Allah.

Islam is.....Beautiful.
The.End

Thursday, August 19, 2010

himne wani

debaters of 2008, under tc Maizatudariah n tc Syaz:

in memories,
Nurul Iman Al-Ameen, k.Nafeesa Ayesha, Abdullah Fakhry, n Nor Syazwani...

I truly miss the old days. Wish we could just stay as little kids, laughing tgthr without growing..

=) life, is about making it momarable together.
The.end.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Saya Marah

Hari jumaat, i came to school with the uttermost anger i had inside me. NO.ONE.KNOWS.

Ya Allah, tak pernah rasa sangat marah macam ni dalam bulan ramadhan. usually i came to school with the thought of happiness, or just sadness, or just the thought that im upset about something. but never the thought of anger.

saya sangat marah.

*tapi syaitan kena ikat bulan ramadhan ni

+ ya Allah......

+ i cried, n i cried, n keep on crying.........

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

*Blunders, gulp n Gasp...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

9th August 2010; the start of the upcoming crazy and embarrassing days....

i knew something was fishy today, i was extra cranky, especially to those who didnt abide the school rules.
"lembap-lembap nye perhimpunan ni nak start...pengawas lelaki buat ape kat dalam tu?" i nagged to Kero, and yeah to stop me she told me to go upfront to start the ceremony instead.

7.25: the official assembly started and, the names of Allah were sung.
Next, tc Rashidah held up the mic and told us the guru bertugas this week, (that includes her). and yeah majlis penyampaian hadiah watsoever pun bermula...

"semua orang dipersilakan duduk..." cg Rashidah
"alaaa...perhimpunan basah lahhh, beg nak letak mane? mcm mana nak duduk ni??" grumbles from the students at the back
(dalam hati) weh tak nak duduk, jangan duduk! jadi macam kitorang ni, berdiri sebab nak jaga korang. sila, jangan malu2.*i told u i was extra cranky

n then the melo drama began, teringat pulak dekat cerita P.Ramlee dekat astro Prima kelmarin "Seniman Bujang Lapok", n one of the cool dialogues.
Direktor Ahmad Nisfu: KECIK KECIK TAK NAK MAMPUS, BESAR BESAR MENYUSAHKAN ORANG! LOL. *saya memang peminat cerita P.Ramlee....

...guru kat depan tengah bercakap....
"dan ada satu pertanding art yang dianjurkan nationally, seorang pelajar sekolah kita telah memenangi pingat gangsa.... pelajar ini telah memenangi RM30,000 bersama (barang-barang yang disebutkan)..."

WHAT?!

"...dan beliau adalah....FATIMAH ULFAH BINTI ADNAN.."

I was the loudest person to clap there around F5. she's my sister! i almost shouted at the assembly. fatimah ulfah once told me that she wished to become a great architect and yes dear, i see that coming already =) congratulations for the winning. Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah! and today, when we finally met dekat surau waktu solat zuhur berjemaah, i hugged her and told her how proud i am to hear about her success. (tapi lepas tu, nak pau RM5,000 dr ulfah..) *kidding.

the embarrassment started:
"selain itu juga, pada 5 August yang lalu, sekolah kita telah menghantar beberapa orang pelajar untuk dinobatkan sebagai pelajar terbaik selangor dalam peperiksaan awam, di bawah Jabatan Pelajaran Selangor. selepas beberapa persingan sengit, akhirnya Alhamdulillah sekolah kita telah menggondol kesemua kategori yang tercalon. pelajar-pelajar cemerlang ini adalahhh...." cikgu Rashidah still bercakap dekat depan

dekat belakang:
wani: weh, ko nampak tak budak tu bukak kancing baju die..
Ainiz: yang mane? ohh yang tu ke?
Asilah: yang mane korang cakap ni??? tunjuk lah betul
wani: yang tu lahh... asilah, ko pergi lah tegur. ni waktu perhimpunan pulak tu mana boleh sesuka hati je...*cranky sangat waktu tu
Skin: mane budak nye?

sambil-sambil tengah bercakap kat belakang; cikgu rashidah...
"...dan akhir sekali Fakaruddin sebagai pelajar terbaik STPM. ....selain itu juga, apa yang tidak disangka-sangka, seorang lagi pelajar kita telah dianugerahkan anugerah khas murid 2010, berdasarkan kriteria dengan singkatan JERI. *dalam kepala still register nama Fakaruddin je.*

beliau merupakan seorang yang mempunyai sakhsiah yang baik, berjaya mendapat 9A dalam PMR,... *dalam kepala, Fakaruddin sakhsiah baik ke? cikgu cakap pasal ape ni?*

wani: skin, cepat lah tegur budak tu!

cikgu rashidah..." dan, beliau juga merupakan johan hafazan peringkat kebangsaan... * dalam kepala, FAKARUDDIN JOHAN KEBANGSAAN PERINGKAT KEBANGSAAN?....*
..." dan beliau adalah, Nor Syazwani Chamhuri..."

because of budak yang nak tegur bukak kancing tu, jadi blurr skejap and semua orang dekat perhimpunan pandang! sebab nama dah kena sebut tapi buat tak pay attention kat belakang...itulah padahnya! and Aisyah pulak lepas tu pergi cakap balik asrama je semua orang cakap pasal "muka blurr k.wani.." (bertuah punya adik..).

dah tu, buat lawak antarabangsa lagi... terrsenyum2 macam kucing misai panjang, datang-datang depan je, boleh salam mak datin dengan cg Roszita dengan ustazah Marzilah (salam mak datin tu, salam yang cium dua belah pipi..). Hmphhhh, dah lepas ambil sijil, terfikir balik... "apa yang aku buat tadi????"

*smack! embarrassed

10th of August 2010: rasa nak makan MSG
tomorrow nak puasa, so waktu rehat makan sangat banyak,makan MSG... sambil tu borak2 dengan Raihan dan Thaiyibah... bagi motivasi, or more towars solving the problem.... lepas dah makan banyak everyone nak pergi tandas. (kami suka tandas jauh kat belakang tu... bersih)..

next period after recess: SEJARAH
jam waktu menunjukkan: 11.16 pagi

kami bergegas ke kelas selepas balik dr tandas.. masuk-masuk je buat muka bersalah. n i even forgot to bring the text book! so pinjam dekat hanisah cepat-cepat. sampai-sampai je, cikgu duduk sebelah saya, sebab Firdaus tengah buat presentation pasal dasar luar negara Malaysia..

antara dasarnya ialah, something to do with time. tiba-tiba
" betul Firdaus, kalau kelas 10.50, jangan datang pukul 11.30 kan?" cikgu Hazmini di sebelah saya bersuara.

*SMACK! malu lagi!!! tempias cikgu kena dekat saya, sampai terus insaf... minta maaf cikgu!

11th of August: today: hmppphhhh

waktu BM, pergi tanya soalan pelik waktu tengah lakonan drama "kerusi", antara kuasa dan perikemanusiaan... (hehe, sekrang ni cakap dengan cikgu Zubidah semua isu hangat dan global..)

waktu physics, dengan semangatnya nak lawan perasaan mengantuk dengan Azlyn, kami menumpukan sepenuh perhatian ke papan putih, cikgu Hassan sedang menerangkan sesuatu pasal nuclear energy...

cikgu hassan cakap.." nuclear fission ni pulakk......... saya dah ajar kan minggu lepas?"

wani dengan bangganya, sampai nak berdiri cakap kuat-kuat: cikgu, cikgu belum ajar minggu lepas! tak masuk lagi cikgu!
cikgu Hassan: ade lahhh, cikgu dah ajar. syazwani tak datang waktu tu, saya tahu..entah pergi mana entah awak masa tu *nada sinis je..

*PAP! malu lagi!!!!
Azlyn tepuk-tepuk bagi tak nak tersedak...malu je dah lah satu kelas dengar. dalam hati kecil, "cikgu...saya pergi hospital lah.." =) =) =)

next week: TRIAL PMR 2010. ulfah, Laila, Kimi, and all of my juniors.. ALL THE BEST YER, AND DONT FORGET TO PRAY...

+ saya sayang cikgu saya, walaupun kadang-kadang malu sendiri...
+ hari ni usrah, sangat rindu adik-adikku.
+ hari ni first day puasa, alhamdulillah!!!
+ ya Allah...... kuatkanlah kami menghadapi dunia ini...
+ Hanisah, kenapa awak tak datang hari ni?
+ Raihan, gudluck yer...
+ Ummi, Abah, ampunkan wani...

merepek je hari ni, sorry for all the blunders.
Im.Tired.
The.End.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Athar

Athar is word in Arabic which means "Kesan"

This week, I Thank Allah for still giving me a life in Maahad where people could still right me when Im wrong, Remind me when I forgot, or just control me with all these rule-bindings because like someone once said, "rules are not meant to be played around." (lol nak gelak).

ok, back to Athar.

Pada suatu hari yang indah, Ustaz Solahuddin berjalan memasuki kelas kami pada waktu petang untuk menghadiri kelas tambahan b.Arab. kami sekelas pada waktu itu ketakutan kerana ustaz nak buat ujian PLBS b.arab. pada masa yang sama, kami dikehendaki membuat kertas 1 B.Arab SPM tahun 2009. pada penghujung kelas tersebut, ustaz Solah seakan-akan termenung seketika, dan kemudian beliau berkata " anak-anak, segala apa yang kita lakukan di dalam dunia ini ada kesannya. tetapi kesannya kita tak akan nampak sejurus selepas itu. kebiasaannya kesannya akan datang selepas 40 hari.

"contohnya anak-anak, kita lihat je lah kat maahad ni. Arwah pengtua kita selama ni bersungguh-sungguh ajak budak-budak maahad ni solat berjemaah. sekarang ni dah 3 minggu arwah tinggalkan kita. anak-anak tunggulah hari ke 40 nanti, dan tengoklah apa terjadi pada saf-saf solat pada waktu zohor, asar dan sebagainya. sekrang ni pun kita dah tengok macam mana keadaan maahad ni sekarang... contoh yang lain anak-anak, kalau kita minum arak atau masuk ke dalam tempat-tempat maksiat, kita jangan ingat lepas tu macam tak ada apa-apa yang berlaku dekat kita. anak-anak tunggulah selepas 40 hari nanti, dan kesannya tu boleh datang dalam pelbagai bentuk. kesannya mungkin accident ke, (*nada ustz masih serious), ataupun hati makin keras nak menerima nur ke.. terpulang. tetapi yang penting, kesannya tetap ada."

tazkirah kepada diri sendiri dan rakan-rakan; setiap yang kita lakukan itu, pasti ada kesannya. jadi, fikir dahulu sebelum buat sesuatu kot.. =) tapi yang penting, selalu kena fikir dan soal "adakah perkara yang aku lakukan ini perkara yang betul dan ada nilai di sisi Islam... semoga Allah merahmati kita semua.

Trial dah nak dekat...sangat.
Ramadhan dah nak tiba... Alhamdulillah.
Bahasa post ni, Bm die mcm kelas bawah je. habis lah kalau cikgu Zubidah baca...

Allahumma Ballighna Ramadhan...
(ya Allah datangkanlah kepadaku Ramadhan...)
*sampaikan hidupku untuk menemui Ramadhan...

+ ya Allah.., =)

Monday, August 2, 2010

Happy Anniversary Ummi dan Abah.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

How long has it been, from when everything started. The Everlasting Contentment, my parents always have til now.

3rd of August. Happy Anniversary Ummi and Abah.

Im sorry Ummi and Abah, when this year you had to welcome this meaningful date with me having to decide whether to inject the steroid at the hospital or not. when Ummi with a tired face would always smile to me when I got back from school, nagging and ranting about school stuff. Ummi is getting paler now.... Her white strands of hair showed it all... but I, I didnt seem to notice Ummi. and I havent seem to be doing anything.
Im a lousy child, Ummi. I cant do anything without ur support, I would be hopeless and helpless without ur love. but I sometimes left u helpless when my teenage rage came in and allow the Devil to deceive my own self.

Im sorry, Ummi.
but I cant help, but to love u Ummi.
Ummi, please forgive me and bless this child to do something good and useful in this world.

Ummi, I sometimes forget. please Ummi, remind me always so I wont go astray... please Ummi. Help me live this world with Islam as my way of life. with Islam as cara hidup yang Syumul (menyeluruh)...

Ummi and Abah, please dont leave me till yet.... please... Im never gonna be ready for this cruel world. People lie to me, they smile wickedly at me, they betrayed me, they thought of bad things to do to me. only You didnt... please Allah, let them stay with me for a little while longer...

I have this one nazar yet to be paid, and insya-Allah Ill fulfil your dreams. Ill study hard, and watch u smile grateful smiles. and only to Allah, could I seek help for everything.

I love you, Ummi and Abah.
Happy Anniversary.

+jaga makan ye, n jaga diri elok elok. have faith in Allah always.
+May Allah bless you...