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suka dan duka ku,
krn Allah adalah Tuhanku,
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Friday, September 24, 2010
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Tenang
Day 2: Blonde (kucing saya), telah kini hilang selama dua hari. kami sekeluarga berasa sangat kehilangan, sbb kucing tu lah yang selalu kami intai2 dari dalam rumah melalui tingkap cermin tepi pintu. kini, kami tak boleh intai2 lagi sebab kucing tu telah hilang....
Blonde, where r u.....???? come backkkkk.
alhamdulillah, a junior made me realize that its not the end yet. losing a cat, or losing a best friend or even urself is just not the end until u r DEAD! and that junior, arifuddin also made me realize that i can never be like Nabi Ayyub (alaihissalam), sbb dugaan Nabi Ayub lagi hebat..kehilangan anak dan isterinya. so siapalah diri saya ini.... kena ingat Allah selalu =)
terima kasih daun keladi kpd sesiapa sahaja yang membantu.
now that im a bit calm, im here to share (or brainwash) a few bits of info about NEUROLOGIST to this junior. ha ha
ok, this mite be the flow i knew so far.
lepas spm, arif masuk lah DQ, if u can finish memorizing the quran in say 8 months, then maybe u still have the chance to go overseas or something (but that depends, dont get ur hopes too high). then kalau tak, as u said nak masuk UIA ehh? aaaaaaaa this part, mcm pelik je dengar (lol). so ok lah, kalau nak pergi UIA, pergilah. finish medicine for about 6 years there. hmppphh by that time u wiill be around 25. but mind u, if ur binded by government scholarship, u have to practice medicine as a doctor in a gov hospital for about 10 years. so maybe waktu tu dah 35 tahun. ha ha ha. very old! but at the same time, u cld start doing ur sub-specialization (master degree), and start picking the feild that u wanted : neurone studies.
theres quite a few ways to become a specialist to be exact. firstly is by the university u r attending, u become a lecturer at the hospital to teach other medical students in neurone studies, then after 4-5 years insya-Allah u ll get to be a specialist. then, u have another way, that is by ministry of higher education. i dont noe the procedure, but u have to go posting dekat mana-mana entah around malaysia, and they count ur experiences of handling cases. and other few i heard, is that u cld apply to go overseas under the university, and they will send u to a country thats specifically majored in that feild so u cld do some research and observe the cases there. contohnya, UK is best known for its brain studies so if u want to be a specialist in brain, u go to UK. tp kalau India, kena lah pergi India ye. ha ha.
so after getting a master degree (sub specialisation), ur now almost 40 kot. lol. (make sure u get married first!). u cld also do a pHD degree kalau gila nak belajar sangat... im not sure the name, sub-sub specialisation kot. and this may take 2-3 years of studies. and afterwards insya-Allah, bila dah beruban sikit, u will noe perfectly the studies of neurones in our body. (pretty long stories kannn??)
although if u dont want a life like me, u cld major in NEUROSURGEON. where u cld perform surgery to ppl who has neurones problems. its stated that in US, the highest salary of doctors (well, specifically surgeons) are neurosurgeons. lol.
so there u go, the journey of ur life. (macam boring je..), haha... sekian.
Blonde, where r u.....???? come backkkkk.
alhamdulillah, a junior made me realize that its not the end yet. losing a cat, or losing a best friend or even urself is just not the end until u r DEAD! and that junior, arifuddin also made me realize that i can never be like Nabi Ayyub (alaihissalam), sbb dugaan Nabi Ayub lagi hebat..kehilangan anak dan isterinya. so siapalah diri saya ini.... kena ingat Allah selalu =)
terima kasih daun keladi kpd sesiapa sahaja yang membantu.
now that im a bit calm, im here to share (or brainwash) a few bits of info about NEUROLOGIST to this junior. ha ha
ok, this mite be the flow i knew so far.
lepas spm, arif masuk lah DQ, if u can finish memorizing the quran in say 8 months, then maybe u still have the chance to go overseas or something (but that depends, dont get ur hopes too high). then kalau tak, as u said nak masuk UIA ehh? aaaaaaaa this part, mcm pelik je dengar (lol). so ok lah, kalau nak pergi UIA, pergilah. finish medicine for about 6 years there. hmppphh by that time u wiill be around 25. but mind u, if ur binded by government scholarship, u have to practice medicine as a doctor in a gov hospital for about 10 years. so maybe waktu tu dah 35 tahun. ha ha ha. very old! but at the same time, u cld start doing ur sub-specialization (master degree), and start picking the feild that u wanted : neurone studies.
theres quite a few ways to become a specialist to be exact. firstly is by the university u r attending, u become a lecturer at the hospital to teach other medical students in neurone studies, then after 4-5 years insya-Allah u ll get to be a specialist. then, u have another way, that is by ministry of higher education. i dont noe the procedure, but u have to go posting dekat mana-mana entah around malaysia, and they count ur experiences of handling cases. and other few i heard, is that u cld apply to go overseas under the university, and they will send u to a country thats specifically majored in that feild so u cld do some research and observe the cases there. contohnya, UK is best known for its brain studies so if u want to be a specialist in brain, u go to UK. tp kalau India, kena lah pergi India ye. ha ha.
so after getting a master degree (sub specialisation), ur now almost 40 kot. lol. (make sure u get married first!). u cld also do a pHD degree kalau gila nak belajar sangat... im not sure the name, sub-sub specialisation kot. and this may take 2-3 years of studies. and afterwards insya-Allah, bila dah beruban sikit, u will noe perfectly the studies of neurones in our body. (pretty long stories kannn??)
although if u dont want a life like me, u cld major in NEUROSURGEON. where u cld perform surgery to ppl who has neurones problems. its stated that in US, the highest salary of doctors (well, specifically surgeons) are neurosurgeons. lol.
so there u go, the journey of ur life. (macam boring je..), haha... sekian.
Its Painful
Blonde, Syaaban, Ramadhan, and Schmumu....
and now blonde is missing, its like the same thing happened last year, when I lost Tam tam...
blonde, where r u...???!!!
i lost a best friend very recently, and the cats are now my only best friends in this world. why does this also happening...?
oh Allah..............................................
its really painful...
and now blonde is missing, its like the same thing happened last year, when I lost Tam tam...
blonde, where r u...???!!!
i lost a best friend very recently, and the cats are now my only best friends in this world. why does this also happening...?
oh Allah..............................................
its really painful...
Monday, September 6, 2010
The Last Ramadhan
These Last days of Ramadhan......
terbaca status hanisah dekat fb, mcm mana jika setiap langkah kita ke surau tu adalah langkah terakhir kita untuk pergi menunaikan solat tarawih? macam mana kalau itu kali terakhir kita berebut saf depan dengan makcik yang bukak Quran tu? macam mana kalau ini kali terakhir kita dapat rasa masakan mak kita untuk sahur dan buka puasa? macam mana kalau itu yang terakhir kita dengar imam tu baca salah tajwid lepas tu semua makcik2 tak puas hati? macam mana kalau Ramadhan ini adlh yang terakhir buat kita....??
saya tak dapat pergi malam tarawih terakhir saya...saya tak dapat tunaikan bangun malam terakhir saya... saya hanya dapat merenunng orang lain buat macam tu, sbb sy sakit (izzati lah sorang yang faham kecohnya keadaan tu masa tu), jadi saya memohon, ya Allah, janganlah matikan saya sebelum sempat saya bertemu dengan Ramadhan yang akan datang pada tahun depan.. ya Allah, saya pohon....
Allah knows best.
ya Allah, macam mana kalau itu adlh fight yang terakhir saya dengan dia...?
terbaca status hanisah dekat fb, mcm mana jika setiap langkah kita ke surau tu adalah langkah terakhir kita untuk pergi menunaikan solat tarawih? macam mana kalau itu kali terakhir kita berebut saf depan dengan makcik yang bukak Quran tu? macam mana kalau ini kali terakhir kita dapat rasa masakan mak kita untuk sahur dan buka puasa? macam mana kalau itu yang terakhir kita dengar imam tu baca salah tajwid lepas tu semua makcik2 tak puas hati? macam mana kalau Ramadhan ini adlh yang terakhir buat kita....??
saya tak dapat pergi malam tarawih terakhir saya...saya tak dapat tunaikan bangun malam terakhir saya... saya hanya dapat merenunng orang lain buat macam tu, sbb sy sakit (izzati lah sorang yang faham kecohnya keadaan tu masa tu), jadi saya memohon, ya Allah, janganlah matikan saya sebelum sempat saya bertemu dengan Ramadhan yang akan datang pada tahun depan.. ya Allah, saya pohon....
Allah knows best.
ya Allah, macam mana kalau itu adlh fight yang terakhir saya dengan dia...?
Sunday, September 5, 2010
a friend
i have this friend,
sometimes its hard to differentiate whether its real or just my imaginary,
cuz at most times this friend has been so real.
This friend always taught me the values of life thats hidden n cldnt be seen,
and recently this friend told me, that humans have diff view of this world, diff needs, and diff goals.
I once asked this friend,
we are so different, wth different views in the world, n everythng said above, but why do we still complement each other as
great friends?
So this friend wld say : theres a theory, that when two diff things/particles combine wth each other, they will make a better or
greater thing. WE ARE DIFFERENT, YET THE SAME..
I do not wish to have another friend to tell me ths
I do not wish to have another listener,
I do not wish to have another teacher.
Ekem evieleb
sometimes its hard to differentiate whether its real or just my imaginary,
cuz at most times this friend has been so real.
This friend always taught me the values of life thats hidden n cldnt be seen,
and recently this friend told me, that humans have diff view of this world, diff needs, and diff goals.
I once asked this friend,
we are so different, wth different views in the world, n everythng said above, but why do we still complement each other as
great friends?
So this friend wld say : theres a theory, that when two diff things/particles combine wth each other, they will make a better or
greater thing. WE ARE DIFFERENT, YET THE SAME..
I do not wish to have another friend to tell me ths
I do not wish to have another listener,
I do not wish to have another teacher.
Ekem evieleb
Friday, September 3, 2010
i have to let go!
they say when u hv too much unwanted energy inside u ull fel hyper, n u do all sorts of bubbly things that u wont even notice doing it. It felt nice, smiling n being happy n thinking that saya bahagia!
And i wish i cld stay that way.
Tapi.....lepas tu the unwanted energy sometimes wld convert themselves into some negative energy. It made ur head fels hot, and it made ur head spinning. And guess wat, u started 2 think weird stuffs even when sometimes u noe it never really is that way. U thought of bad things that will happen 2 u, u thought that no one is there 4 u n ur alone, and all sorts of thngs. Emotionally unstable ke ni??
N suddenly, wats funny when i had that negatve energy, tiba2 terfikir bende pelik ni:
"ade tak orang namakan orang Muhammad Faham?? LOL. And lepas tu, kalau ada, teringat nak namakan anak thaiyibah nnt muhammad faham, biar nnt sume benda dia faham. Hehehehehe
*seriyes, wani tak betul sekarang!
And i wish i cld stay that way.
Tapi.....lepas tu the unwanted energy sometimes wld convert themselves into some negative energy. It made ur head fels hot, and it made ur head spinning. And guess wat, u started 2 think weird stuffs even when sometimes u noe it never really is that way. U thought of bad things that will happen 2 u, u thought that no one is there 4 u n ur alone, and all sorts of thngs. Emotionally unstable ke ni??
N suddenly, wats funny when i had that negatve energy, tiba2 terfikir bende pelik ni:
"ade tak orang namakan orang Muhammad Faham?? LOL. And lepas tu, kalau ada, teringat nak namakan anak thaiyibah nnt muhammad faham, biar nnt sume benda dia faham. Hehehehehe
*seriyes, wani tak betul sekarang!
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