Turning Point.

dear friend,
Everyday is a turning point for me.....
and that goes to u too~

we see at how people define the word "turning point" so carelessly,
its when people say that when something peculiar happened to you, its a turning point.
and what's funnier, some people even define the word only when "someone" significant is/was present in your life.

turning point, apa ada pada dua kata itu?

in life, we don't follow the flow in the hopes to find something to prove to us that our lives r worth the while,
we SEIZE the moment, and CREATE the memories~
Rejoice with what we have now, never looking back and just walk straight along the road.

To be thinking what makes u deserve the life u have right at this moment, is something anyone shouldn't be thinking about, because its HIS PLAN!.
instead, bear in mind my love,
THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING.
A beginning, to Your Everyday turning point.......
the Tests doesn't stop Here, my friend.
we have a long way to go.

the phrase "letting go", for me isn't a turning point.
its a form of repentance,
towards the mistakes that we made,
towards the mistakes that I made.
(but not all "letting go" is bad lah, cuma dlm context ni u get what i mean?) hahaha

i really wished to say about this longer, but I'm afraid ill babble out too much and go out of the topic.
i realized a lot of things yesterday,
which made me think a lot...
among us friends, we tend to have the thing called "trends", where everyone has their own fare share of stories to be told.
and when u don't really have one that is according to the "trends", u tend to think u lack of something

awak, tak perlukan trend! awak evergreeen! natural beauty! *ayat lawak.

ill end this post with my favorite quotes from a twin;
"Do not think of what Has Happened or what Will Happen, but what you can think of is How you make it Happen..."

scintillate*zenith~

Carta Hati~

seriously, sye x pandai masuk mood jiwang.
but i have to express this no.matter.what.

guys... uhibbukunna~

its a story depicted through the song "carta hati", lagu yg sume org pelik kenapa saya duk ulang banyak kali =='
XDXD

*pada hari bersejarah.

"engkau duduk di situ...
diam tersipu malu...
mahu mendekati aku (melalui sms)..."

"aku mulai resah,
hatiku jadi kebah...
melihat dirimu aku rebah (x dpt nak tahan from telling the truth)..."

"tapi hati ini, kuat menyatakan...
kau terkini duduk di carta hati.....(how hard i tried to avoid still wani rindu korangggg :'( ...)"

"tp perang kini bermula,
dr mata turun ke jiwa,
dr teman menjadi sepi...
tak ada lagi ketawa di hati...."

"sehidup semati kita....
menjanjikan bahagia (manisnya ukhuwah bersama korang),
utk kita semua selama-lamanya...(insyaAllah)"

ohhhhhh..*ni memang lagu die mcm ni...

"jangan engkau jangan pergi,
jangan tinggalku sendiri..
jangan, tinggalkan carta hati....."

"kau janjikan senyuman,
ku janji kau tak terluka...
teruslah berada di carta....hati kita"

"lalu cinta kita bermula (mula semula balik nak..?)
dr mata turun ke jiwa..
dr kawan menjadi teman,
dan berjanji utk setia (be there for each other).."

"sehidup semati kita, (ukhuwah fillah abadan ilal jannah)
menjanjikan bahagia...
utk kita semua, selama-lamanya......................"

~the end.

sorry guys, this week had been really tough for me. I'm sorry. I've always wanted to say this. i wasn't myself, expecting more from people without even giving back. and eventually hurt myself. this friendship, still has a long way to go. sometimes we'll face bumpy roads, sometimes we'll have a straight highway. but in the end, I'm dead sure the journey will be worthwhile. in the end, i WANT this to be worthwhile, and hopefully while we struggle through the journey He will be there to guide us along and bestow upon us HIS BLESSINGS.

ukhuwah itu....manis bila ada kamu.
walaupun masam dan kelat seperti buah mangga manis yang kadangnya kelat sebab belum masak lagi,
tp masih manisnya terasa.
i aint a sweet talker.
takd glucose pun.
but i'd rather tell the truth, rather than be blinded by the lies.

wani rindu korang.........





*nnt wani dtg buat kacau dkt rumah korang XDXDXD