Monday, November 29, 2010

admaths fever

*tomorrow will b spm admaths paper 1 and 2.....

Wat im feeling right now, is it fever, cold chill, butterflies in the stomach? Semua ada kot. Mak, td syariah paper agak lah merepek2. Saya rasa nak jerit je dkt dewan tu. Ni esok pulak ada kertas yang saya sangat alergi pasal marakahnye. Wani, u dnt have bala-benz petaka or addin shah to teach u rightt? Get bck to reality, theres no such ppl.
Wat i always have with me is... Allah.

Ya Allah...

Seriyes otak tak boleh fikir rational dah. Fikir mcm mana tak nak gelabah je esok. Fikir mcm mana tak nak careless. Fikir macm mana nak ingat formula n steps betul2.

Saya pergi dkt buku admaths, saya cakap dengan die. 'dear admaths, saya maafkan segala kesalahan awak pada saya' (sah tak betul ckp dengan benda ghairu aqil). Buku admths seakan akan memahami.

Admaths, lepas ni ape nak terjadi antara kita, biar qadha' mubram yang menetapkannye ye.

Terima kasih admths, tanpa awak hidup saya tahun ni rasa colourful je.

*nota terakhir buat admths. The end.
Bittaufiq wannajah.

Friday, November 12, 2010

r u ready?

am i ready...to start fresh, n learn things in life like ive never been taught before?
Am i ready...to leave the dark past, never looking back, n remember the tormented moments?
Am i ready...to face the future, and start a new journey?

Life..is a series of endless journey, my twin once said. Its never put to b in different chapter. Bcuz the story is always linked wth each other. The domino effect. When something hapens, it produce a series of chain reaction to other thngs in our life. Like when we perform our prayers at our best, simultaneously in islam..bit by bit other thngs will fall into its places. Mayb we ll start tutup aurat completely, we start hormat ibu bapa balik, we start belas ihsan to animals, we stop playing games or watching korean dramas or stop doing lagha things. We halt ourselves from socializing wth bad ppl. Or simply we leave our bad regular activites (going to pub, or club, or main pool etc). Its..the domino effect.

So to ask, if im ready to leave the past..i cld never do tat. Bcuz life is an endless journey. To say im ready to face the future, wat is the future anyway? Bt to always b humble n learn thngs in life like ive never been taught so, tats one thing ppl cld always continuosly do it.. Confucius once said, in life theres knowledge, and knowledge has always ben the people's right. (tapi knowledge yang baik2 ye).

The old wani wld say: life, bring it on. Im game
the wani present wld say: .................

=), Allah bless us all.