There are just things that U have to say Gudbye.
N i have said my Goodbye to Darul Quran.
Im sorry to myself for not writing so long, making myself suppressed and oppressed with so many thoughts. well i havent got a new laptop since the last one missing. but Alhamdulillah, here i am, writing for myself ehh?
24/07/2011. The day I left Darul Quran.
It was as if a lump was suddenly there in my throat that i cld barely speak. I cld barely express this sad feeling i'm having. i texted this close person saying that its the end for me in DQ n smiled upon this person replying : Make Sure You Say Goodbye.
Goodbye DQ, well i noe u will do fine without me. but its me thats uncertain if i will do fine out there or not. Thank You to my friends there, my dearest Fast Trackers, my roomate, my teachers, the seniors, Hal Ehwal Pelajar (even though i hate the system there), and kakak prebet (without u, i wldnt be able to fly from DQ). u guys hv done so much for me, and only Allah cld repay u for ur gud deeds.
to Cik Faqihah, inche roomate: insyaAllah saya akan bangun awal lain kali. Doakan saya kuat dkt luar. minta maaf sebab selalu cik faqihah kena kejutkan saya pagi2. jangan nakal2 dekat sana. jangan selalu mengelamun dan berangan. jangan sibuk sangat pasal EKON. cari modal hafazan banyak2 ye
to dearest fast Trackers: syi, thanks jadi ex husband saya yang sentiasa menyokong saya. jgn tensen2 iadah tau. ana tau nti boleh, kan dah masyi tu. nanti tengok2kan sarah, n anak kita hafizah di Taylors college tu ye. aisyah ketua kelas, jangan nakal2 ye, ustaz Faiz dah takde nak tegur. hehe. jangan asyik baca novel je. nanti angau selalu. n jangan makan Maggi! Alang, jangan blurr sangat tau. ingat pesan angah, kita kena always be alert. Atifah, jangan menjerit je dengan cik faqihah! =) nnt ana report dkt mak enti. and sarah my buddy, hey u have a gud heart intact with u. just waiting to b nurtured well enough (by k.syafiqah mayb), then insyaAllah ill see u doing great things for the benefit of all (hehh, faham tak apa ana cakap ni..?hihi)
to dear masjid, maktabah, and tasik: terima kasih kerana telah menjadikan DQ satu tempat yang sgt akan dikenang because of these places. maktabah,with all those exotic religion books, tafseer, comparative religion books, and many more. masjid, for the wonderful sheikh from al-Azhar who wld b our Iman for maghrib n subuh mostly. and tasik: for allowing us to kayak and for letting us throw rocks n stones into ur deep water whenever we feel like to.
to Pengarah DQ: terima kasih ustz sbb ustz sangat baik. terima kasih juga to isteri ustz (ustzh marzilah) sbb masakkan nasi lemak buat saya dan kawan2 bila kami rasa mengada2 nak makan dekat Dewan Makan..
to Ustazah Farhana: terima kasih ustzh, sbb marah saya waktu saya malas2. terima kasih sebab didik saya..tasmi' saya sampai saya khatam. terima kasih to uncle as well, sebab masakan uncle sangat sedap. nnti saya bawa lagi family saya datang kuala kubu bharu makan mushroom soup uncle.
to k. syafiqah, k.dayah, n k.hazirah: masyaAllah ana uhibbukunna fillah.. jazakunnallah khairal jaza' kerana selalu bagi motivation talk dkt saya.. saya sayang akak2 semua! jaga diri tau k.dayah, k.syafiqah kena always cool, n k.hazirah..insyaAllah kita jumpa dkt Jordan. =)
i would never become who i am if it werent for the tarbiyah in a place called...DARUL QURAN.
Goodbye.
